Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Not My Best Day

Working some night until 2 am is taking a toll on me...I need to get used to it because this hour and I are going to get to know each other even better in about 16 weeks. I get up fine...with the help of my chai tea...the problem is I can't go to sleep until late now.

I worked Sunday and Monday until 1:30 and last night....could not sleep for anything. My mind just kept the point that I said some heavy prayers to just turn it off! I read, Max Lucado's A Love Worth Giving, searched for new blogs (we have the Internet at home now! Yay!), relaxed, took deep breaths....I did everything I could to go to sleep. I finally did fall asleep, I would say, around 2:00a. I know I was asleep at 3:30a because I got a text saying my great friend, Danielle, had her baby!

So once asleep, I don't wake up...great sleep! But I wake up this morning with the worst back pain I have ever felt. Upper the point it is hard for me to take a full breathe. I can't lift Zoe...which I have to do...and it hurts so much. I feel helpless and that is not a way a Mommy wants to feel. It looks like it is going to be a Mickey Mouse Clubhouse in the house...all day...kind of day.

Not my best day!

1 comment:

Hollyhand House said...

Hope it gets better! Since I have been pregnant, we have had many Mickey mouse days and that's ok! Praying for you!